•Let me pray•

The forbidden hands

of the temple that is you.

Entangled in desires web,

lonely whispers,

erratic pleas,

from my four poster bed.

Twisted delusions

and dreams of these

salacious

corrupted pleasures.

Let me pray…

Fuck, just let

me pray to you.

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That how summer passed…

I wasn’t listening,

I wasn’t watching.

Blinded by the sunshine strip.

You were in the kitchen,

your mind was marked and wounded with the wounders whip.

That’s how summer passed,

maybe it was peace at last,

who knew?

I forgot where we were.

•• Chambers…

Screams echo

& dance through

these rotting chambers.

Seeping into the

cells that hold the

dying & the broken.

Years pass; solitary.

Their voice their only

ally, & time

their unforgiving

enemy.

Cell 589 goes

quiet for the last

time.

Returning to University!

Today was my first day back at Uni after a much needed 12 week break, so I was pretty refreshed and ready to jump back into the swing of things. It’s been busy, I’m currently taking a breather before I have to switch to Mummy mode and go pick up my children from school and kindergarten, so I thought I’d let my brain bleed out a little.

I’m overwhelmed, it true, but I am so glad to be back in an educating environment. Arms full of paperwork and research on theories of counselling, I’m staring at it thinking this is double the work I was doing prior to my 12 week break. But it has me intrigued, and thankfully I love reading and learning, win win!  One of the first parts of my research is looking into why some psychologists have been disbarred or suspended from practising. With a huge stack of papers in front of me, which has a dangerous tilt to the left, I’m presented with real life cases and hearings. I’ve only picked up a few and I am absolutely blown away to what some of these health practitioners done to illegally break their contracts and licensing agreements. And, I’m only pressuring there is worse to come, but still, I’m already mortified. This is all researched based around gaining knowledge of the Australian Psychological Society’s code of ethics and ethical considerations and consequences.

I’ve also been given an individual case and client, which I was not expecting, to evaluate, diagnose, and treat over the next 13 weeks starting from scratch, I met him today.

So that pretty much sums up my day today, apart from all the introductions and testing, assessments, I got a hell of a lot of research and reports to do, best get to it!

•• Ink Rescript#7

The more I invented her on the page, the more the page became her and the more she became me – and me the page and the book me and me her. For the first time in my life I sensed the terrifying unity I had always craved as a writer.

~ Stephen King

Time takes it all whether you want it to or not, time takes it all. Time bares it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again.

Ash

⇢ Maybe I should open the drawer and burn the pages, and write poems with the ash on the floor. ⇠